Saisha Shinde was one of the most loved contestants of Kangana Ranaut-hosted show Lock Upp. She kept her fans entertained and played her game well. However, during the recent Weekend episode, Saisha was evicted from the show after she got into an argument with Kangana. On the show, Saisha shared a great bond with Munawar Faruqui, Poonam Pandey and Anjali Arora. Talking about Saisha-Munawar, in one of the episodes, the designer confessed to having feelings for the comedian.
Now, in a recent interview, Saisha said that he'll always be special for her. She also said that the comedian made her feel things that she always wanted to experience as a teenage girl.
She told ETimes, "He's someone mere liye joh main ek 17/18 saal ki ladki experience nahi kar paayi woh mujhe woh experience dilata hai. The way he pulls my leg, teases me, when I am angry and he just doesn't leave me till I don't forgive him. All these things I've never experienced because I just came out as a trans woman a year ago. Mere life mein joh iss topic par experience nahi hui that Munawar is somewhere fulfilling then. He did all these things unknowingly and because of these things he's always going to be special for me." ALSO READ:Lock Upp: Kangana Ranaut And Saisha Shinde Get Into A War Of Words, Former Evicts Her For 'Being Rude'; Says, 'Mujhe Badtameezi Bardasht Nahi Hai'
The designer also said that she wants to go back to the reality show if given a chance. "I am missing Munawar and Anjali a lot. I want to stay till the end of the game. I want to stand on the podium with Munawar in the finale. I want to win this show as the first trans woman to win a reality show. Most importantly I want to prove to Kangana that my anger, love and forgiveness are real."