Apart from sharing her life anecdotes, social media influencer and television personality, Chrissy Teigen is often seen sharing her inner thoughts with her Insta fam jam. Speaking of which, she once again took to her Instagram to share another update of her life. After facing a backlash from netizens for her hatred tweets toward model Courtney Stodden, she penned a lengthy caption saying that she has ‘learned a whollllle lot’ about being in cancel club over bullying claims.
She wrote that she's at a loss of words and that sitting at home makes her depressed head race. She started her note with, “I don’t really know what to say here...just feels so weird to pretend nothing happened in this online world but feel like utter shit in real life. Going outside sucks and doesn’t feel right, being at home alone with my mind makes my depressed head race. But I do know that however I’m handling this now isn’t the right answer. I feel lost and need to find my place again, I need to snap out of this, I desperately wanna communicate with you guys instead of pretending everything is okay.”
Chrissy reportedly was dropped out of an upcoming Netflix voiceover role and lost business deals. Talking about being in the ‘cancel club’, she wrote, “I’m not used to any other way!! Cancel club is a fascinating thing and I have learned a whollllle lot. Only a few understand it and it’s impossible to know til you’re in it. And it’s hard to talk about it in that sense because obviously you sound whiney when you’ve clearly done something wrong. It just sucks. There is no winning. But there never is here anyhow.”
“All I know is I love you guys, I miss you guys, and I just needed an honest moment with you because I’m just...tired of being sick with myself all day. I don’t even know if it’s good to say any of this because it’s gonna get brutally picked apart but I dunno. I can’t do this silent shit anymore! If you or someone you know has also been cancelled please let me know if there is a cancel club reunion because I could use some time off my couch! Thank u and goodbye I love u” John Legend’s wife concluded the note. ALSO READ: Thank You, Diipa Khosla For Wearing A Breast Pump At Cannes 2021: What To Learn From Mandy Moore, Neha Dhupia, Chrissy Teigen And Netflix’s Workin' Moms
For the unversed, back in May, Courtney told the Daily Beast that, "[Chrissy] wouldn’t just publicly tweet about wanting me to take 'a dirt nap' but would privately DM me and tell me to kill myself. Things like, 'I can’t wait for you to die.'" Following this, tweets of Chrissy telling the then-16-year-old to "go to sleep forever” resurfaced. ALSO READ: When Chrissy Teigen Got Her Armpits Botoxed To Get Rid Of Excessive Sweat: ‘I Can Wear Silk Without Getting Soaked, Woohoo’
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