SHOCKING! Urfi Javed Recalls, ‘I Wanted To KILL Myself, I Was Homeless, Used To Sleep In Parks’, Says, 'I Am Too Weak To Commit Suicide'-EXCLUSIVE

Speaking exclusively to SpotboyE, Urfi Javed recalls there were times when she wanted to ‘quit and kill herself’

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SHOCKING! Urfi Javed Recalls, ‘I Wanted To KILL Myself, I Was Homeless, Used To Sleep In Parks’, Says, 'I Am Too Weak To Commit Suicide'-EXCLUSIVE
Bigg Boss OTT fame Urfi Javed has opened up about the darkest phase of her life when she had no home in Mumbai. In a recent interview with SpotboyE, the actress poured her heart out to us and talked about the time she felt like giving up. Urfi recalled during the initial phase of her career, she faced many challenges and financial woes. There was a time when she was homeless and had slept in parks but today she has everything and feels grateful and blessed.      

Urfi also revealed that there was so many time she wanted to quit, she wanted to kill herself. But she is glad that she didn’t give up during those testing times. Talking about her journey, Urfi Javed shared, “There was a time I had no house, I was living in the parks. I was homeless. Ek time pe mai park wagira pe bi soyi hun, friends ke ghar kuch dino ke liye rehi hun. In winters, I have slept on the floor with no quilts and no bed. But now, I have everything. When today I look back from where I started, I feel blessed, lucky, and grateful. One thing I am proud of myself for is not giving up. I remember there were so many times I wanted to give up, I want to quit. I wanted to kill myself.  I am glad I didn’t give up during those testing times.” ALSO READ: Urfi Javed Hits Back At Trolls Calling Sushmita Sen ‘Gold Digger’ For Dating Lalit Modi: If Man Date A Rich Women, Nobody Will Make Him Monster-EXCLUSIVE

She added, “Everyone goes through emotions like depression, have suicidal thoughts when you have no money, no money to eat or to feed your family.  I have managed to survive all this because of my will to live. I am too weak to commit suicide. Also, whenever someone has pulled me down, it made me more adamant to prove them wrong. People have told me nasty things like, tu toh shows mai side role karte hi reh jayi, tu toh aise hi hai, tu toh gareeb hai.” Recalling one such incident, the actress stated, “I remember once I when to a big restaurant where all Big stars use to come when it was newly opened, there was a waiter he insulted me saying that you are not a member. He told me to get out of there and everyone was watching, it was a very embarrassing moment for me. These incidents have made me strong.”

 Meanwhile, Urfi Javed often makes headlines owing to her bold and bizarre sense of style. She never fails to hog the limelight each time she steps out in the city. In terms of work, she has appeared in several TV shows like Bade Bhaiyya Ki Dulhania, Chandra Nandini, Saat Phero Ki Hera Pherie, and Daayan. She was last seen in Karan Johar-hosted reality show Bigg Boss OTT.

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